I wake up everyday at 6 am.
The heat of the dawn doesn't allows me to sleep through.
I wake up but I stay in bed, between this sheets,
reminiscing the dreams I had.
You see, my mind plays tricks on me.
It loves so deeply that loving you means killing me.
So every time I set my head to rest,
Images of you display,
Wishes and projections,
Most of it,
Things I never said.
So you hunt me like a working bee,
In my bed and in my sleep.
I could only wish to be at peace,
But waking up makes me more empty.
You see, in my dreams there's you and me,
When in reality, that no longer exists,
So I cry while sleeping,
And wake up unwillingly
I must say that I rather sleep,
Coz not having you,
Out side my head,
It's a truth I can not bear.
I do my best not to stunt on you,
I wish I could just set you free,
My deepest secret it's I still await
For the texts you used to send,
The calls, and the fights,
Late texting throughout the night,
The caring names you gave me,
The person I was,
That only you could see.
That's gone now,
Over and terminated.
I know that,
I try to explain that to my being.
It's just that loving you,
Was the best thing I ever did.